" Paranoia is a thought process heavily influenced by anxiety or fear, often to the point of irrationality and delusion. " - Wikipedia
You think that I'm paranoiac...
So, did you ever thought 'why'?
Because; I get curious when you are chilly.
Cause I still remember the last time when you became chilly. And maybe I'm afraid of seeing the same 'The End' writing which once appeared all of a sudden...
Actually it's not a 'maybe'. Yes, I'm scared.
I'm scared. But it doesn't mean that I don't trust you.
It may seem contrary; but after looking at the description of paranoia, I figured out how they were related.
Things happened in those days don't irritate me no longer. But i cannot control my brain, those thoughts which are stuck in my subconscious, flitting in my mind. I can't sweep them off. They're just gnawing my mind, making me nervous; even if I know they are bullshit.
Do you understand?
I'm really sorry of my bullshit thoughts, but there is nothing that I can do about them.
There's only one thing that I know for sure; I love you.